Dying man wish

Defected birth

Deserted youth

It's between me and

Everyone else

Wasn't any wrong

Then

Either

Wasn't any right

Dreams weren't allowed

Directions weren't permitted

Rather

Did what was told

It has eaten the adult years

Before anything come to

Realize

By the time

Power to change the

Inner world

Paralyzed

By the outer dirt

Wishful thoughts

Wasted willing fully

Have reached the years

Where

Green on other side

Any time can seen

All have left is

Dying in a remote

Not wanting any ones pity

Don't want the

So called loved ones to

Mourn day or two

Rather

Escape in infinite.