September 19, 2011


While you were gone

Now that you're gone
Of course for not that long
I've looked around all over
It's like a mangled nest with a
Dying bird.
Weren't any words to say it
Or
any way to put it.
The path that I've travelled
Many dreams that I've chosen
It's my very fate that I've written
No one to blame but myself.
Shrugged off the past
With second to second longing for your return.
Once you're back
If this would be the progress in propose
I do not know how much more
I can take or would I be
Able to take
So long Baby and have a nice time.
Dying man wish

Defected birth
Deserted youth
It's between me and
Everyone else
Wasn't any wrong
Then
Either
Wasn't any right

Dreams weren't allowed
Directions weren't permitted
Rather
Did what was told
It has eaten the adult years
Before anything come to
Realize
By the time
Power to change the
Inner world
Paralyzed
By the outer dirt

Wishful thoughts
Wasted willing fully
Have reached the years
Where
Green on other side
Any time can seen
All have left is
Dying in a remote
Not wanting any ones pity
Don't want the
So called loved ones to
Mourn day or two
Rather
Escape in infinite.